its been a while since i have this feeling. yess,here i dont find myself. i also dont know why. to many things happen and i just can't process it in my mind. everything come in blur. where is myself has lost? me can't find it anywhere. dont know what happen around me and me always having trouble with others. thats my problem since i've been here. i'm not fault the situation just i cannot accept the fact that i'm here. that the problem since the beginning. Ya Allah,please give me some strength to help me to get through this. or please give me some reason that i'm not hate to be here. just one.